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i saw him at cc but i hide lorh when i saw him going fall jux now veri scary anyway he dunno i was there i secretly see mah and this ish e 4th time i saw him in real life i saw him i saw him he wear black shirt
den later at nite got his message but ish from his frien so i take this chance to ask his frien help miie tat if he sick mux force him to see doc cox when he sick veri erm.....will veri veri sick lor

Written @ 9:08 PM

talk to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ den i ask him abt him cox i _ _ _ _ him den he told miie tat he saw him and his stead at(TAT PLACE) _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ den i keep quiet for a while den i ask him ish he happi he sae shld be la cox got stead mah den i sae oh i c onliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

bye

Written @ 9:05 PM

nvr go tuition 2dae cox sth la but 2morrow mux go ler and nite baby cousin coming

Written @ 9:04 PM

2dae got exam den aft doing finish i plae wif sissor den cut but nth happen la aft tat go home wif wenjing den ask binghong come maii block cox i wan him help miie return book thankx to him den later w_ _ y_ _ _ _ sae hu i waiting for den he mention his name den i dunno how to repli so i keep quiet

haissssssssss I MISS HIM

bye

Written @ 8:59 PM

2dae a guy (dun wan sae his name) ask miie a question den sae if onli ,he ask miie for stead will i accept den i dunno how to repli he sae he already take e courage to ask miie as wad i told him to be more courage but den i dunno he like miie mah den like tat le..................

aft ach do D&T den mummi angry cox i stay in sch but den not my fault ish cher sae de

haisssssss pekchek liao le la

2dae i found out tat he deleted his blogg erm..quite sad le cox ermmmsti memories gone le den jiahui ask miie to forget him den delete his num and things abt him all forget but i cannot i dunno whyyyyyy

bye

Written @ 8:52 PM

it have been 20daes nvr message wif him le

byes

Written @ 8:50 PM

more than one week le nvr message receive his message i wish his frien can message miie cox i nid his help

Written @ 8:48 PM

nvr message any1 much cox whenever i see my phone i will remember sth which onli memories so i decided to off maii phone den 2dae mai didi veri naughty den use e sharp thing slash until miie den got blood le lorh........

den jeremy cal miie at nite den sae alot of things den in order to save maii frien i plead him to help and in the end everything settle le he did alot things for miie but quite worry tat later things will happen to him anyway thankx to jeremyy

i gonore alot ppl calls le and message too unless ish urgent bahx
byessssssss

no jianjian dandan aii ,nvr exist le

Written @ 8:25 PM

his frien 2dae sae both our decision ruin each other life but now he got stead le i onli noe tat i shld not disturb his life anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Written @ 8:19 PM

got cca den accompany kahyin den wan go print sth den later got northbrook sec de ppl cum desiao den dun care them den go le den take bus go find linling ,liangfu den jessical den kristy bahx den they waited for miie den walk to stadium end le den go home i was missing den later gan kor accompany miie he accompany miie home til half way den i dun let him follow le so he cal miie while i was walking den at home i messaging a guy den cox tat guy ish like ,like a gal den i encourage him tat if he like tat gal den mux tel her den later he sae the gal ish miie den i stun so i act blurr hmmm i so toopid tat i shld not encourage him den now i dunno wad to do i encourage him to tel tat gal cox i dun wan him to regret mah ...........den saw him........not real de him ish his pic.......................video too bahx okayy dun wan sae anymore le

GOODBYE will post everything tat happen between miie and him

Written @ 9:33 PM

2dae ish the second dae he decided to ignore miie and no more nite message which he usually does and well somehow miss e message
hmmm go sch as usual den borrow gan kor phone den later aft sch go find yilin den saw binghong but den i nvr talk to him er...no mood bahx den....go home lock myself in the room and tink about him maybe cox er..............dunno how to sae bahx ..........

GOODYE.......dun ask anything thx

Written @ 9:28 PM

he nvr message miie anymore and jux to sae everything endssss and all of u pls stop asking miie wad happen even if u see anny unhapiness also pls dun ask thx

GOODBYE and i will post again when i have e time,if u wan noe anything dun ask i will post everithing here when i have the time and if i realli could...........goodbye

Written @ 9:22 PM

Is so tiring this few daes ever since i got tat msg from u ,and aft u, prob came more til i realli couldn't take it anymore and til now i dunno wad i shld do .........i knew u wasn't happi but til 2dae i can confirm u are not as some1 told miie ..........but i realli dunno wad i could do so tat u are happi and all i could do ish to tel tat frien of yrs to help miie by cheering u upp and i feel tat since u have decided to 避开我 den i realli realli shld not .............. since everything started in miie so i shld end it which i dunno how .........and there are things which i wanted to sae to u but ish too late perhaps jux be it le.............

yilin,chinwee and binghong ,u all realli realli dun have to worry for miie i am happi but jux tat i decided not to pick up yr cal or repli u all due to sth ,if realli if i can talk to him and make him happi once again maybe i could realli happi and i might nvr get a chance to anyway a big thank you for u all for yr concern believed miie i will be fine rite horh yilin and happiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii remember tadaaaaaaaa !!!!hahahahahhahahahahhahahaha i am happiiiiiii lahhhh !!!

原来这就是我们的结局
我已经放弃了
是你让我看到希望,可是你同时也让我...................
爱情很可怕ish like wad i told u before
我要你快乐,记得哦 .

bye and
hope all of you mux happiiii okayyy

Written @ 4:10 AM

go tuition den come back eat le den go library wirf di den nvr ask frien go cox too much prob dunno how to talk to them aft tat den go northpoint den msg him ,he reach yishun mrt den i also there but not longg he reach home ler den i lie to him tat i saw him wif another ggal holding hands hmmm and it let miie remember tat his b'dae and a gal kiss him den dunno he got angry mah and he got match 2dae alothough he lose but to miie he won hmmm but dunno wad reward to give him so tat he will be happi help miie tink thankx

bye
我只能放弃

Written @ 3:45 PM

nothing much to rite ,jux waiting his message............

bye

Written @ 3:43 PM

hmmm before go for cca den go find binghong he sae he got take maii thing den wan return miie so i go find him den in the end he gibbe miie tangtang well got brighten my dae den went mac drink aft tat go stadium den i go biangbiang ppl ,those wif miie u shld noe kinda fun rite?
and am going to sae SORRY to yilin ,binghong and chinwee ,and friens for not replying yr message or pick up yr call am sri cox i got too mani prob nowadaes and counld not take it anymore can sae ish somehow break down and maybe going to delete evey1 num too am sri if i realli got 1 dae recover from all the hurtful and pain i will try to take yr calls and reply u all ,i will try to overcome everything myself..............cox i veri brave remember and i always veri happiiiii

nvr msg him 2dae let see til midnite bahx
byes
no more haha aft tat hurtful message
xxxI HATE BRENDAXXX
bye

Written @ 8:58 AM

HAPPI B'dae to maii sis !!!!
went out wif her to buy her present den chat wif jh den she use erhem phone msg miie sth..................................well dun wan sae anything ler jux forget it bahx haissssss

i and him like getting better as in got msg abit den he sae he feel tat am not happi but i jux sae i happi tat all...........

byes
在和一前不一样了

Written @ 8:53 PM

2 plus abt midnght den he msg miie i suddenly woke up at 3 den as i look at his msg 眼泪突然流了,都是眼泪不听话,叫眼泪不要流他还流.............to miie the msg ish gurt enough den 哭until maybe 4 den fallen asleep bahx i told jh maybe he got stead den at least better den he sae he wanted to leace den when i let jh see wad he rite den 眼泪又要流了.

aft sch went bubble tea shop saw minghui and binghong den chat and plae den i take binghong phone cox he yesterdae send miie and sae i and ..........so he and minghui bobian mux send miie home

byess
if u did notice aft e message u send i nvr repli u haha anymore ..........xxxxxxxxxxxx
I HATE MYSELF

Written @ 8:44 PM

found out from his frien he confirmed have staed le and his frien told miie he ish quite happi wif tat gal le e onli thing i could sae ish congrat he had found his true happiness bahx........

byesssssssss

Written @ 8:16 PM

i told jiahui abt him den u noe wad jiahui ask miie to send him i love u which i was like uhhhhh.......where got ppl send like this de
aft sch got cca but send yilin home 1st den walk pass block 13 sth de den cox i too stress den i go bang my head on e wall aft tat when crossing from block 15 sth to 160 den i stand at the center road but no car den go stadium de plaeground den plae swing and plae games wif some frien as a form of venting angle....................xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

byes
no more laughter anymore

Written @ 8:31 PM

went to east coast den at busi wanted to sit alone abd i tink abt mani things aft tat reach le i jumpinto water well i like to go to beach but i 2dae realli nvr enjoy itden at nite he onli msg miie nite and tats all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

byes xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Written @ 8:22 PM

i.........i................didn't have a chance to explain e promised we did ish tat if i not happi mux tell u but.......i am veri happi jux gastric onli i didn't break the promised and u didn't even let miie explain i......i......haissssss

还没开始就那么痛苦,
问题来了,我也渐渐失去了不少,
我真的很害怕.
用有了也同时失去了.

i jux wish u are truely happi and i dun wan u to sae goodbye ,if u are not around i will not be happi too and i dunno wan i will do le...........

Written @ 10:11 AM

2dae aft tuition veri tired den eat lunch ler no breakfast den go library aft tat lorh den meet chinwee and yilin den go library aft tat borrow some books den go mac and study there aft tat binghong come mac too den maii didi plae wif him den chinwee and yilin teach miie haha xpp
den laugh and plae alot la aft tat we go outside plae den they jumpjump den i going fall lorh den later i go take binghong water bottle den i tel him i wan drink den i take lo haha den later chinwee snatch wif miie den splash until my eyes so i lie to binghong i wan drink den i get the waterbottle den i realli drink it haha xpp aft tat went to northpoint wif yilin and chinwee cox maii didi wan buy toy and eat mah haha xpp aft all tat went home ..........
thankx to yilin binghong and chinwee for accompany miie 2dae i actualli wasn't happi but well stil thanx for accompany miie tadaaa

at nite sms him but i tink he wasn't happi and i felt quite disappointed tat i could not cheer him up at all i jux wan sae to u tat i dun wan de grumpy u but the guy which i first know and 2dae sms him i tink i nvr even put until haha bahx cox.........arh nvm jux hope u are happi

den yilin i jux wan sae to u tat not i shagua or gong ish jux tat to miie ,even they treat miie veri bad ,i stil treat them as frien so well i got no choice ,so now u get it y i nid to act happiii and to miie she ish stil a kind gal,innocent ,cute ,dun angry but if wad u sae to miie ish true den i will be disappointed as i tink she ish a nice gal and i dun tink she will backstab bahx hope maii impression on her ish right

y mux all problems come together am realli going to burst but no one could understand miie so i also could not tell any1 but to keep it again haisss

拥有了也同时失去了你
i gain but loses sth important but i ........

Written @ 8:50 AM

he no happi 2dae den i chat wif him awhile onli cox he sae he dun wan affect my mood den hang actualli i nvr talk much too him too cox i gastric i dunno y also it happen alot time le and woohoo got a gal ask him for stead so i suggest him to acceot cox i tink if tat gal not bad den give each other a chance and am sure u will thank miie for not ..........bahx

希望你能在开心起来

Written @ 9:20 PM

hmmm went to St Luke's Eldercare den saw ahma and chinwee i was surprise cox theydun have mah aft tat maii group went in wif cher den we mux guide them in plaeing bal bal den got a uncle like veri unfrienly aft tat i get more and more enthusiastic den i also plae wif them bal haha den i saw binghong and frien also come haha xpp aft bal games we went to sit ,chat and plae or even teach them how to plae games ish fun and i asked them alot question and some elderly are cute and funni xpp i also plae puzzle wif them,plae beads ,card and plae alphabet games aft all tat ish time for them to eat den i give them each 1 one tissue as told aft they eat finish i go collect the bowl den got 2 maid of the elderly de wan take maii pic arggg i dun let them take u noe wad they did,dey dun let miie collect the bowl den muxt take lorh aiyoyoyo den got take pic wif a veri cute ahma aft all tat do cleaning den can go le ,all of us went to opposite to buy drinks den go ler den i tel them i waiting for frien so i waited lorh den he come ler veri ps de den he send miie video den got cancle 1 time den alot of disconnect cox i keep walking away mah den he ask miie to give him the hp den i tell him pingu dun like u haha jkjk de den i saw a guy looking at him i veri scareed tat the guy will do sth to him den i goo see ish tat guy stil there den disconnect again haha xpp

at nite chat wif binghong and yilin tadaaaa sms him too
i realli enjoy going there byes

Written @ 8:35 PM

go out eat wif dad,sis and di in the morning aft tat chinwee got come ,he come to study den i desiao him haha xpp den he cnt concentrate aft tat he suddenly take mai phone den he dun wan return den i pull his shirt haha xpp

yilin chinwee and miie ask binghong wan come den he sae he will come but it took him quite longg den i go sae he nid to make-up den come mah SHhhhh dun tel him horh xpp aft tat when he come we go hideden chinwee pull maii hand den scratch until miie after tat chinwee go use com den i take some pic take a look bahx i take yilin pic for fun see cute

den i take his pic cox he naughty and he wan take mai pic also see also veri cute binghong

haha aft tat binghong wan take maii pic den i snatch it yeah i did it dem i run to gals toilet den binghong stand outside mah so i pull his hand den wan pull to gals toilet haha den he pull miie out from toilet he so strong veri pain aft all tat my hand all scratch by them den later send yilin home den i also going home ler tadaaaa the end

美好的一天,有yilin ,binghong and chinwee plae and study together thankx

Written @ 8:22 PM

he got competition 2dae ......
den chat wif him before he go competition well.......he lose the game cox his partner dun wan move hmmm wel i can feel tat he ish quite disappointed but do cheer up and take it as an experience and to miie u stil won xpp

Written @ 11:22 PM