well erm nite time , erm thought of messaging him abt e outing thingy but den his frien replied ,and i found out tat he has been in hospital for quite sometimes ,i .......failed to noe everything ,i did askeed him did he plae ".....................",he told miie he did so i thought he ish okayy but.........til 2dae den i realli noe he ish in hospital,and worst of all ,i cnt do anything much ,til now i dunno much abt him anymore .....no news of him . wad kind of friens am i ,could not do anything,cnt help anything,failed to noe eveything ,one word ;useless !!!
and ahma got problems,i also could not do anything ,i dunno wad i shld do too ,talk to her i scared she cryy ,am realli sri i noe i wasn't a good frien,when u nid some1 to talk to but i dun dare to and u noe tat mani things going on to all our frienship,i doesn't noe tat wad realli make everything worse......
i also failed to make maii gan di to hold on to e promised he made to miie ,he called miie and told miie sri tat he broke e promised .........and althought i nvr tel him much but i was rather sad ,because wad he does will hurt himself and hurting himself will not change e fact ler ,stil failed to change his thought //.........
3 hope from them-hope tat he will let miie noe e truth himself ,hope he recover soon,learn to takecare himself.
-hope ahma will cheerup and happi ,if sad tink of miie and binghong,be happi bahhhh.........
-hope gan di will stop ta thingy soon and dun do this to hurt yourself..................
byess
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